Life appreciation post:
- Amazing family
- Awesome friends
- My boyfriend is the bomb
- Job I absolutely love
- Kicking ass in the gym err’yday
- Qualified personal trainer and gym instructor
What more could I ask for?
Today:
- Gym
- Went to the beach with my boyfriend and friends
- Tanned
- Swam
- Ate ice-cream
It seems so crazy that six months ago I would have cried if someone even suggested eating ice-cream and now I can just eat it without a care in the world. It’s the little things :)
I WENT OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS FAMILY FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT AND I ATE WHITE PASTA AND DIDN’T FEEL GUILTY, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
On being a recovery badass:
UPDATE (re; being a recovery badass + P):
LAST NIGHT P AND I WENT TO BURGER FOUNDRY WHICH IS THIS GOURMET BURGER BAR AND OMG I ATE A BURGER, I ATE A BURGER, I ATE A MOTHERFUCKING BURGER GUYS. Okay sorry, but I seriously do not even remember the last time that I ate a burger was, many many years ago - and my ED wanted me to pick a veggie burger but I wanted a beef one so I listened to what I really wanted and did it. I AM SO PROUD, AHHHH. I feel invincible now. Also, the burger was like bigger than my face so I couldn’t eat it all but still… fdljhafklsdjhfdklasj SO HAPPY WITH MYSELF.
And then we went for a drive up through the hills to norton summit and just chatted and made out a lot and it was really lovely and we talked about everything under the sun and he kinda asked me about my ED because he only knew a little bit about it but I told him more and he asked to see my before/after pictures and he got freaked out by my before picture but he was really supportive and yeah. Aghhhhhh, I’m so lucky to have him <3
HAHAHAHHAHA omg some dude I went to school with just sent me a facebook message saying:
“Shit, you got your body into shape something chronic. Good work on the weight gain champ!”
I LOVE YOU RECOVERY



